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Graduation

⊆ 11:10:00 PM by AKBogert | ˜ 1 comments »

There's no way to sum it up now; in fact I doubt I'll know what feelings I have to sum up for several weeks or months. Then the tears will flow (they form pools even now) but until then, ponder the song we sang to our parents six years ago, still naive and wide-eyed, little understanding the weight of the words and the intense reality of their prophecy:

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause were on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cuz you don't have another day

Cuz we're moving on and we cant slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didnt know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and well we got real blue,
Stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,
We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair...

And this is how it feels...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...{?}

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?,
Will we still remember everything we learned in school,
Still be trying to break every single rule?(every single rule)
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye,(not goodbye)
Keep on thinkin its our time to fly,

And this is how it feels...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

la,la,la,la... yeah, yeah...la, la, la, la
We will still be,
Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?,
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye
Keep on thinking its our time to fly...


As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

After such a fall as this, I shall think nothing of tumbling down stairs

⊆ 4:47:00 PM by AKBogert | ˜ 0 comments »


We all know the story, how little Alice fell down the rabbit hole and ended up in a fantastical world filled with anxious rabbits, unbirthdays and angry queens. But what if that's not really what happened? What if Lewis Carroll got it all wrong, and Alice fell out of Wonderland into the real world? And what if that isn't how you spell her name?

These and plenty more are questions Frank Beddor would like you to consider as he invites you to read The Looking Glass Wars, book one of an intended trilogy, which dares to re-imagine Wonderland as a very different sort of place. Like its predecessor, LGW is marketed as a children's book; but also like its predecessor, the world of Wonderland is anything but princesses and hearts (though it has those too).

Alyss Heart is living quite the luxurious life while her mother, Queen Genevieve, does her best to fairly rule a kingdom just recovering from a civil war. While the royal families of the lesser suits (Diamonds, Spades and Clubs, naturally) squabble amongst themselves as to who ought to be ruling, the Hearts command a formidable empire in which one of the most striking events of the year is an inventor's parade. During this event, devices are presented to the queen for inspection. Those items found worthy are then brought to the Heart Crystal, where they are transported to other worlds (for example, the pogo stick and electric lamp). You may consider this trivial, however it brings up the most important part of all Wonderland: imagination.

'Tis imagination that rules the roost in Wonderland, and as this is after all an epic of good vs. evil it should not be a surprise that the forces of white and black imagination are pitted against each other in a struggle for control. Not long after the opening of the novel, the peaceful kingdom of Wonderland is under attack by Redd, none other than Alyss' aunt, come to retake the throne she was deposed from many years ago. Without giving too much away, there is quite a bit of bloodshed and viciousness in Beddor's wonderland. Alyss escapes with her mother's bodyguard, Hatter Madigan (wink wink) through the Pool of Tears (from which nothing has ever returned) and they end up separated here on earth--she in Victorian London and he somewhere in Paris.

I don't really think a plot summary is in order past there. The fact is, if you ever took a liking to Alice and her Wonderland, perhaps you'd be interested in taking another glance through the looking glass--where you just might find a battle brewing.

In the meantime, I will wait for Seeing Redd, the second book, which comes out this August.

Yea though I walk...

⊆ 12:55:00 AM by AKBogert | ˜ 0 comments »

The crimson numerals on the alarm clock read two twenty-five, and the boy lay still in his bed half covered by a yellow blanket. With the exception of the slight glow of those three digits and minimal intrusion on the moon's behalf, the room was pitch black. It was quiet...too quiet.

People have different theories on the subconscious, but a prevailing belief says that the body can sense danger even when the mind has seemingly shut down. Thus the boy's dreams probably shifted quite suddenly in a vain attempt to warn him of what was about to happen to him. For at precisely two twenty-six, something crept into the boy's room, up to his bedside, grabbed him by the shoulders and began to shake him violently. It was different from the urgent but playful shaking that one might expect from a close friend messing around in a drunken stupor. There was something malicious about the action, something sinister.

The boy woke almost instantly to the shaking. Attempting to open his eyes to get a better idea of who the culprit was, a pang of fear shot through the boy as he realized he was incapable of lifting his eyes from the cloister of their lids. Quite irritated and a little disturbed by the shaking, the boy put all his might into the swinging of his left arm towards the attacker--only to find that his arm, too, had seemingly lost its ability to heed the commands of his mind. In mere moments the boy came to the terrible realization that he had lost control of his arms, legs, eyes and mouth, and the shaking grew stronger with each passing moment.

He continued to struggle for control of his eyes, and managed to win a minimal victory. For several seconds his eyes opened just enough to let in a dull red light, the kind that's bright enough to fill the room but not bright enough to illuminate anything else. Shutting his eyes tightly, the boy suddenly became aware of another presence in the room: cold. He was ice cold, surrounded by red light, and someone--something was evidently trying to disconnect his brain from his spinal cord inside his skull. A thought raced through his mind, and he knew what he had to do. Struggling for some time, he finally managed a few words:

"In...Jesus'...name...." something changed. Immediately he perceived an alteration in the mannerisms of his attacker. Now, with stronger resolve, he repeated: "In Jesus' name...I command you to leave this place." The shaking stopped.

In the name of God, The Alpha and Omega, Creator of the the universe and all that is in it, leave this place. You have no power over me.

Half command to the intruder, half praises to his Maker, the boy began to unleash a torrent of declarations on what had only minutes before been the very picture of tranquility. The tension disappeared, and the boy was able to move his limbs once more. He kept his eyes clenched tightly, afraid to see what it was that had disturbed his slumber and come so strongly against him as to veritably cripple him. Calling to Heaven for the defense of a legion of angels, the boy felt at peace almost instantly. Opening his eyes, he saw nothing at all. Nothing but the face of the clock, which said nothing to him but two thirty-four.

The boy laid his head back down on the pillow, and closed his eyes. He began to whisper to himself: "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.....Yea though I walk in the valley of the shadow of Death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me...." After making sure it hadn't been a dream, the boy went back to sleep. The demon did not return.

Epilogue:
My alarm clock went off at 8:15 AM. Happy to find my room filled with light, I sat up and reflected on what had happened early this morning. Why had a demon felt it necessary to attack me? And why had I not been overcome by fear at finding myself incapacitated, but rather irritated that I had to put up with such an attack? I'm not entirely sure whether I want those questions answered, but I figured I'd post them here for you to ponder too.

-Mr. Smith.